The Force - The Cocoon

Sometimes you wonder if love can be the kinds they show in movies – hard core, a never ending rush of adrenaline, most times a battle of the sexes, sometimes a battle within one’s self, a sense of ownership and of being owned, nerve-racking lighting the fire in our hearts, yet comforting bringing peace to our minds, red, yellow, blue, black and white..all at the same time..a journey that encompasses the most complicated blend of emotions.. in short one crazy world! But somehow I felt right about being in that world, felt secure, happy and wanted all its craziness and fantasies to spin me around.

It didn’t start unusually for me may be a little early, nevertheless took him school and a year of college to get it in shape. Though I was tough to convince, I must say I was vulnerable to his charm..loud, talkative, popular, silly while he was the more serious, intelligent and mature kind – or atleast pretended to be ;) His unsociable rather shy nature seemed like a mystery to me, that I wished to explore. Despite all of that mystery and reservation kudos to him for taking all the initiative to try to get to know the rebel. Mobile telephony I must say was the blessing in disguise, the easiest and most user friendly tool that lured us both into our little shell where we would spend hours and hours sharing our experiences, our little moments of victory and the others of discontent and dissapointment for all of which we looked for and lent eachother our support, encouragement and advice.

There have been good times and more often bad ones, situations that have pushed the limit so much that it gets to you and you wonder if your really in love! But like its always said, all this and the distance is what makes it such an adventure, so much more attractive, so much more tougher to get, and when u finally experience being in it together, finally get its fruit, you feel like u deserved it all!

The victor in my life has taught me things I never thought only being in love could give.. he has helped me envision my future that I see with him, he has given me the strength to deal with the various trials, life has challenged me with, he has gifted me with several beautiful moments that will remain etched in my mind forever, and most importantly been himself, honest, genuine, pure, from top to bottom, from the surface to the interior.

And so today I want to thank god for bringing this spark into my world and giving me the opportunity of learning from him and growing in love! Happy Birthday Piggy!

“Well that’s what we do..we fight.. u tell me when iam being an arrogant bitch and I tell u when ur being a pain in the ass which you are 99% of the time. Iam not afraid to hurt your feelings, they have like a two second rebound rate and your back to being the next pain in the ass thing. So its not gonna be easy, its gonna be really hard, and we are going to have to work at this everyday, but I WANT to do that because I WANT YOU.. I want all of you, forever, you and me, everyday…” – my favourite, from The Notebook.